Now it’s 3 in the morning and I’m wide awake. I have school tomorrow but we’re just doing the stupid standardized state tests and it’s not very difficult so I think I’ll be fine. My sleep pattern is messed up and now I go to sleep at 2 or 3 or 4 in the morning but the thing is, I actually like it. I mean, it sucks that I only get like 2 or 3 hours of sleep each night but I love how everything is so quiet and peaceful at 3:23 AM. After my long-ass nap I woke up and it was as if I were in a different place, like “my own little world” or something. (I hate saying “own little world.” It sounds so lame but I couldn’t think of anything else that would fit. Oh well.) With everybody asleep I could do whatever the fuck I wanted: wear silly hats, play Pokemon with the sound on, and not wear a bra. It’s so liberating. Not really though…but whatever. I’m a bit of a loner, you know. I enjoy solitude and I live inside my head. I could do what I feel like doing at 3 in the morning without worrying that I’m being “too weird” because I know I’m a bit odd but there’s nobody awake at this hour to give a shit. So yeah. I made this Text Post because I love taking up space on your dashboard. And I haven’t written anything in a while. Hm. I think I might go to bed again.
Ha! Yeah right.
Yes, I am insane.
loner, more interested in intellectual pursuits than relationships or family, not very altruistic, not very complimentary, would rather be friendless than jobless,observer, values solitude, perfectionist, detached, private, not much fun, hidden, skeptical, does not tend to like most people, socially uncomfortable,not physically affectionate, unhappy, does not talk about feelings, hard to impress, analytical, likes esoteric things, tends to be pessimistic, not spontaneous, prone to discontentment, guarded, does not think they are weird but others do, responsible, can be insensitive or ambivalent to the misfortunes of others, orderly, clean, organized, familiar with darkside, tends not to value organized religion, suspicious of others, can be lonely, rarely shows anger, punctual, finisher, prepared
That website made me sound like a boring, heartless, bitch. :/
This one seems better.
- “It is not easy for the INTJ to express their internal images, insights, and abstractions.”
- “INTJs spend a lot of time inside their own minds…”
- “They dislike messiness and inefficiency, and anything that is muddled or unclear.”
- Work best alone, and prefer to work alone.
Fuck this essay.
Fuck Cornell Notes.
Fuck my inability to concentrate.
Fuck writers block.
Fuck wet shoes and soggy socks.
And Fuck this Juicyfruit for not having long-lasting flavor.